Study Break

Nope. This post isn't about study breaks. I'm literally on one right now.

Haha, sometimes I feel as if I'm taking a perpetual study break: I'm either singing, playing with my phone, or stalking my crush and other people on Facebook. (Why do I feel as if I'm the only one who does this? I ask people if they stalk others, and they don't admit to it. Then I feel like a creeper. By the way, Crush Boy, should you be reading this, our schools have a game against each other in two weeks - COME VISIT ME.) Back on track. Tangent left.

Haven't written in awhile, and a lot has changed. Maybe I could make this a bi-weekly thing - write on the weeks I don't SAC blog. Consider it added to my calendar. (No, seriously. It's there. Just put it up.)

I hate to say it, but I kind of miss high school. (Not my high school, really, but just the idea of high school.) I was ALWAYS busy. I'm not busy, even though I have so much to do. Let's use right now as an example:

I have a CAAM project due at 5 a.m. I should do CHEM readings before I go to bed, but because my Sunday night CAAM project procrastination has become a weekly thing, I don't read CHEM. I actually never read CHEM. But I'm here, writing, instead of coding. (No, it's not that I don't love y'all, I just should be working

Meat is really gross. I had a Double Quarter Pounder today and dropped a meat chunk on my desk. In an effort to clean it up, I attempted to brush the meat to the ground, and it smeared in this grayish mush. I just about screamed and cried, trying to wipe up the mush (think every gross cafeteria scene you've seen on a kids TV movie), immediately lost my appetite and then proceeded to finish off my burger.



Yep. You read that right.



Oh hai there. I didn't even finish my first thought. Because my body and mind know that I will inevitably stay up past 2 a.m. to finish this CAAM project, I'm just going to derp around and waste all of this time until 9:30 before my TA session, and then proceed to waste even more time until I concede to the project and earn a terrible grade. In high school, I had such structure! I was too busy to procrastinate. EVER. I miss that. I would be a lot more efficient. Last week, I had a lab report due, and I started it about 2 hours before turn in time - worked quickly, did everything. #winning But now, you can't get me to do a darned thing. So I'm calling a study break.

Updates:
In a pit orchestra for a musical on campus.
Second/Third round of midterms taking place.
Registration for 2013 coming up.
SAC work finally arrives for the OR kids!
Figured out that I'm sick of being a doormat. Remedied it (kinda).
Working on getting back on track spiritually.
Figured out that people are friends with me because they pity me.
Figured out that every girl gets hit on but me.
Figured out that fat = ugly to pretty much everyone.
Got my phone fixed.
Went to church today and was PLEASANTLY surprised to see Spencer and Krystal.
Wondered if Lover Boy will ever figure out that he's Lover Boy - *ahem*.
Decided to marry Lover Boy without his consent.
Sorted laundry.
Procrastinating.
Thinking about writing another story. (It IS November, after all - NaNoWriMo!)

I'll be back this week or next. I'll be more uplifting next time, I promise.

Oh my, college is hard.

Lots of love,
Lisa